I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons

It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
If you or someone you know needs help, find resources in your area from the International OCD Foundation: iocdf.org/?s=+&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_provider&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_clinic&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_support_group&post_type%5B%5D=iocdf_program&search-type=provider
Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski




  • Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

    Lele PonsLele PonsΠριν 7 ημέρες
    • I am so sorry I love you lele u am crying because my cousin when thought the same thin I am sorry 😭😭😭I love u

      Kaitlan GabbitasKaitlan GabbitasΠριν 19 ώρες
    • I am your biges fan lele!

      Laura SchmidtLaura SchmidtΠριν 4 ημέρες
    • I love you lele pons

      EricEricΠριν 7 ημέρες
    • I love u Lele

      Jady ClovisJady ClovisΠριν 7 ημέρες
    • I loveee youuuu leleeee❤️❤️❤️❤️

      Sandra ApunSandra ApunΠριν 7 ημέρες
  • Lele you're amazing and I love your videos, they always make me laugh. Fighting!!!

    Stephanie MobedjinaStephanie MobedjinaΠριν 9 ώρες
  • She is very nice 🥺 it very very sad

    janie esparzajanie esparzaΠριν 9 ώρες
  • Lele dont worry we are here for you dont lisen to haters wisen to fans we love you

    Александар ЃорѓиевскиАлександар ЃорѓиевскиΠριν 9 ώρες
  • I respect you

    Victoria QuinsotVictoria QuinsotΠριν 9 ώρες
  • she’s the best and most honest person ever 💘

    jesslynjesslynΠριν 9 ώρες
  • wow i had no idea lele

    Danni WendletonDanni WendletonΠριν 9 ώρες
  • 😭😢

    Esmita PariyarEsmita PariyarΠριν 9 ώρες
  • She's so strong!

    ChaniChaniΠριν 9 ώρες
  • Such a strong and positive gal stay strong💪

    Tajinder KalsiTajinder KalsiΠριν 9 ώρες
  • Ánimo Lele tu vas a poder con todo

    Saphira proanovSaphira proanovΠριν 9 ώρες
  • This gal is a champ 😇

    Tajinder KalsiTajinder KalsiΠριν 9 ώρες
  • Proud of you Lele have been watching you for years and watching this video brings me to tears but I am proud of you till this day you have inspired me to be who I won't to be and not what people want me to be you are a big part of my life haters are going but I am going to play and I have OCD but am scared to tell anyone I feel comfortable when I am watching you I would talk to a picture of you but knowing you won't answer is hurts LOVE YOU SO MUCH💕❤

    Kanan TibebuKanan TibebuΠριν 9 ώρες
  • omg when she said i wanna end it i lost it

    CarlosJulio GonzalezCarlosJulio GonzalezΠριν 9 ώρες
  • Lele, you are perfect just the way you are, never forget that. You are an amazing and inspiring person ❤

    M KM KΠριν 9 ώρες
  • Thank you Lele for this video. As someone who also struggles with OCD, I understand the urges/needs and the struggles to complete day to day tasks. This helped a lot as I was just diagnosed this year but I have been struggling with it for years. It's a hard disorder for some to understand, it's one that is joked about often by people. Some just think it's wanted to be clean and organized but it much more than that.

    Mika BraetMika BraetΠριν 9 ώρες
  • Aww she’s so cute mwa! Hope u fell better who hates on u :(

    Iisxpace LexiIisxpace LexiΠριν 9 ώρες
  • Im crying my heart is sinking right now 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    Sara RamirezSara RamirezΠριν 9 ώρες
  • I love u

    Rey LopezRey LopezΠριν 10 ώρες
  • Omg lele you are so awesome you are beautiful funny awesome and sweet this video made me respect you so much we love you lele! 💕💕💕💕💕

  • A lot of people are assholes

    Galaxy StarlightGalaxy StarlightΠριν 10 ώρες
  • Lele you are gorgeous, funny, and, amazing.

    Madison AlbrechtMadison AlbrechtΠριν 10 ώρες
  • I had to subscribe the gay dad 🙌👏👏👏👏👏🙌

    DXKXXRDXKXXRΠριν 10 ώρες
  • Lele is a cool person

    Wilson TymesWilson TymesΠριν 10 ώρες
  • Oh my. I love her so much I didn't know how much she struggles in life 😭😭 We love you lele 💖

    thy caththy cathΠριν 10 ώρες
  • You made a documentary about yourself?

    lachikagreenlachikagreenΠριν 10 ώρες
  • Finally, OCD is not something to joke about!!! Thank you for saying something! I respect you Lele you are a beautiful person!

    Amy DesjardinsAmy DesjardinsΠριν 10 ώρες
  • When I saw this title. I wanted to cry. I’ve had ocd since grade 4 or 5 so it’s been about five years now, almost six. I understand you lele. I love you and I always have, you are an even bigger inspiration for me now I love you so so much. I’m always here. We’re all here. ❤️

    Brianna KailerBrianna KailerΠριν 10 ώρες
  • mas falso que billete de 3 pesos

    luce cruzluce cruzΠριν 10 ώρες
  • But but but your an “influencer” ,,,okay not

    Laura D. BuefordLaura D. BuefordΠριν 10 ώρες
    • Laura D. Bueford sorry... what?

      Kate PuhalaKate PuhalaΠριν 10 ώρες
  • I love you lele

    Jasmin DuranJasmin DuranΠριν 10 ώρες
  • Its ok lele your beautiful

    Rachel MullinRachel MullinΠριν 10 ώρες
  • I love Lele but this make me cry

    Omar DanishOmar DanishΠριν 10 ώρες
  • Lele your not alone. Your amazing Lele.

    Party AnimalParty AnimalΠριν 10 ώρες
  • I think you shouldn’t let a disorder control your life. I know. I have a medical problem and I’m not letting it take over even though it effects me everyday. Stay strong. You can get through this.

    Party AnimalParty AnimalΠριν 10 ώρες
  • Listen Lele is a very powerful, amazing person and whoever hates her better see how much she has suffered over the years ❤️🙏

    Grayson StallingsGrayson StallingsΠριν 10 ώρες
  • I think I have the same thing

    Ayesha ShahAyesha ShahΠριν 10 ώρες
  • *casually keeps tooth in a cartier box*

    Julian CortezJulian CortezΠριν 10 ώρες
  • I feel how lele feels I have a bad OCD I FEEL SO BAD BRUH

    Ali AlhossniAli AlhossniΠριν 11 ώρες
  • embrace yourself

    Diana CortezDiana CortezΠριν 11 ώρες
  • Mirella GarzaMirella GarzaΠριν 11 ώρες
  • She is really gorgeous, brave and powerful girl

    Sarada KancherlaSarada KancherlaΠριν 11 ώρες
  • Another side effect of Vaccines? do research on what is pushed to children's brain

    Elliot אור אליוטElliot אור אליוטΠριν 11 ώρες
  • Lee ur so beautiful

    Ashley MartinezAshley MartinezΠριν 11 ώρες
  • You are an amazing girl!!!!

    Stephanie GoycocheaStephanie GoycocheaΠριν 11 ώρες
  • Your a amazing person 🙂🥺

    Max WellsMax WellsΠριν 11 ώρες
  • This literally made m cry , I love lele she is a beautiful person ❤🌎

    Gilliana msp Da CamaraGilliana msp Da CamaraΠριν 11 ώρες
  • i have severe OCD

    Joana PeaceJoana PeaceΠριν 11 ώρες
  • Lele you are so strong and inspiring! Thank you for sharing this story, this will surely help lots of people. Hope you recover soon, you’re fighter✊🏻💕

    Dasha MorgunDasha MorgunΠριν 11 ώρες
  • Hermosa ❤️❤️❤️😍😍😍

    Lourdes AguirreLourdes AguirreΠριν 11 ώρες
  • Lele u are beautiful f*@# those haters I dont curse but :) a couple of boys were joking around and someone in our school had OCD and they were like hi I have to touch this 3 times and I was like hey get lost and they pushed me and they were suspended and now that girl with OCD is my friend u inspired her to push further lele btw I'm a girl

    donald sinanandonald sinananΠριν 11 ώρες
  • Everyone hated on her speechless

    Abish GutierrezAbish GutierrezΠριν 11 ώρες
  • And if you mess with lele me and my SISTERS two two sisters and beat you up

    Jasmine StewartJasmine StewartΠριν 11 ώρες
  • Girl I'm here for you

    Bailey SlimerBailey SlimerΠριν 11 ώρες
  • I support you Lele

    Jennifer CJennifer CΠριν 11 ώρες
  • I feel bad ?!

    Bailey SlimerBailey SlimerΠριν 11 ώρες
  • I had to sleep but I stayed up till <a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="60">1:00</a>am to watch this

    Az andfriendsAz andfriendsΠριν 11 ώρες
  • I think Lele pons is still my idol is she has ocd or not in my eyes she is my role model!

    chocalate_lover gachachocalate_lover gachaΠριν 11 ώρες
  • I love you Lily because I feel bad for you

    Wendy HinesWendy HinesΠριν 11 ώρες
  • I feel bad for u and i love u

    Zaileigh SmithZaileigh SmithΠριν 11 ώρες
    • Watching u cry makes me cry for u

      Zaileigh SmithZaileigh SmithΠριν 11 ώρες
  • hello lele i love ur videos so much and i thinked every day that you were the happiest person but when i saw this my heart broked i love u so much and ur family🌸🍭🌸🍭🌸

    vesa ahmetivesa ahmetiΠριν 11 ώρες
  • I think it is important to understand that it is best not to let yourself down and also to understand that your are different then how you imagine yourself as.

    Ishana VikramIshana VikramΠριν 11 ώρες
  • I’m so sorry for what you’re going through. people don’t always understand what you’re feeling deep down We love and support you And we wish you will be more and more successful

    NadineNadineΠριν 11 ώρες
  • Love u lele!U are amazing and a inspiring person that inspired me!🥺❤💖💞

    •Goldiee ••Goldiee •Πριν 11 ώρες
  • We all love a positive lele 😊

    林霏兒林霏兒Πριν 11 ώρες
  • I think Lele pons is funny nice and kind she’s very funny pretty!

    Riley KeyRiley KeyΠριν 11 ώρες
  • Your awesome Le Le and I love your name it's just when you here that name you immediately want to wach it .

    Sandra WitkoSandra WitkoΠριν 11 ώρες

    Jaycee HenryJaycee HenryΠριν 11 ώρες
  • I love lele she’s her self and she was brave to tell her fans bout her self. She a beautiful girl and needs our love 💕💚

    Curlyhead. maCurlyhead. maΠριν 12 ώρες
  • F*** the haters, don't worry i have a brother with terents so don't feel alone

    Maddison HuntMaddison HuntΠριν 12 ώρες
  • This is so important thank you

    cat dogcat dogΠριν 12 ώρες
  • Lele you are strong and beautiful and so so so brave. Thank you for sharing your story with us.♥️

    Marissa DeAngeloMarissa DeAngeloΠριν 12 ώρες
  • I could tell even before this series that she had tourette's

    Gangsta GrandmaGangsta GrandmaΠριν 12 ώρες
  • *People who disliked must be allergic to cleanliness!*

    Rajani PantRajani PantΠριν 12 ώρες
  • It's ok lele we will support you through this :)

    Naomi NavarroNaomi NavarroΠριν 12 ώρες
  • I am so proud of you for being brave enough for share your story. I had no idea the challenges you faced everyday. Your story moved me to tears. You are such a beautiful girl and I’ve watched you grow in to a beautiful young woman. I am proud of you. You are such a strong person. Thank you for sharing your story. Keep your head up Lele. You will be okay.

    prbreezprbreezΠριν 12 ώρες
  • Poor lele

    Anna RojasAnna RojasΠριν 12 ώρες
  • Lele ignora a esos idiotas. Siempre habrágente q nos critíque y si la tienes dyra. Pero sé q te rodeas de un sistema de apoyo. Recuerda la gente que de verdad tú le importa tu familia, amigos reales y real fans. GEproject es solo un trabajo y es una parte de tu vida no lo es todo. Tu tienes muchísimo potencial. Solo quiere q seas feliz. Recurda q la felicidad no es una emoción en sí es una elección del día a día. Espero q puedas cerara lo q no te hace feliz y hagas aqueyo q sí. 🥰

    Natasha FelicianoNatasha FelicianoΠριν 12 ώρες
  • Me parece genial!! Eres una tesa el ser tan profesional y el luchar con todo, mi admiración total!! Felicitaciones para ti, tu familia y equipo que te acompañan y te apoyan siempre

    Maria del Pilar R YossaMaria del Pilar R YossaΠριν 12 ώρες
  • Love you

    Zariah ArmstrongZariah ArmstrongΠριν 12 ώρες